My life has been far from easy, but last summer was one of the hardest times in my life. A war was waged on my virtue, my decisions, my heart, and my feelings. I stood vulnerable in the middle of a feild with attacks coming at me from all sides and only a few brave souls who were willing to stand beside me. At the end of the summer I was told to simply keep my head down and say nothing and it would be over. Now as I approach the same battlefield this summer, I find myself hiding to avoid the battle and in the same time witnessing terrible tragedy without allowing myself to feel, all to avoid the battle.
I want to fill you in on the story without being vague but even that feels like too much of a risk. That battle tore me limb from limb and I am only just recovering. But I am still cowering in fear. I wish I had the words to even say but I can't open my mouth or my eyes. So I will remain silent.
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